Awakening Into Love

I dreamed I was in Asia and the locals were organizing a van pickup for me to avoid kidnapping. I met an American on the van and decided to follow him so I would not get lost.  We got off the van and I followed the American through a trail and I remember reaching out for his hand.  He held my hand slightly and then released it and ditched me to show me I could make it on my own. I knew it was a test.  I wasn't afraid. Next, I ran into a group who were hiding in the jungle and defense training. They showed me how to sling rocks in a piece of fabric to use as weapons but I ditched them and found my destination. When I arrived, a group of people were gathered around a table discussing the journey and someone mentioned seeing me along the way. The American was there and he passed a book to me that I put in my back pocket. I remember the title ended with the word ONE. I realize I had this dream because I have been holding energy within my field that represents lack....